pardon my mood

i've been in a bit of a funk lately. not sure why, but i've speculated that it could be due to the following reasons:

low iron: i think i haven't been getting enough iron. feel lightheaded sometimes. i attempted to remedy this situation by going to the farmer's market to buy some leafy greens. instead i walked away munching on a ginger bear cookie...maybe if veggies came in cute shapes, like bears, i would be more inclined to get them.

low self-esteem: in a sudden burst of activity, i applied to 5 jobs in 3 days last week. what i've heard in response: "__________" (cue sound of crickets chirping). my ego, which was in rather poor shape anyway, has suddenly ceased to exist.

low tolerance: there's been a lot of changes in a relatively short time span. i usually tend to think that change is a good thing, but right now i'm not a fan. i keep telling myself i just have to get used to everything and adjust, but this all takes up energy that my iron-depleted body won't supply me.

i wouldn't mind crawling into bed and sleeping all day long.